I haven't been able to get a job for a long time. Almost two years. I've applied to several companies. I kept doing it on and off and then I got pregnant and barely applied. Postpartum, I still kept up with applications. In the last one year I've gotten called twice for tests and interviews … Continue reading The Victim Mentality
As I type here I'm not in the best of places. I'm at this point where I feel everyone is getting on with their lives and I'm stuck in a rut. I feel like I unaccomplished. I feel sad. So I decided to try something that can bring me back to a state of cheerfulness. … Continue reading Gratitude
It's just a few hours left to 2020. I look back at this year and I really wish i did many things. And when I let myself wander with my thoughts I dwell so much on the many things I didn't do, my mistakes, my meltdowns and scenarios I wish didn't happen. The honest truth … Continue reading Think of your Small Wins.
It still amazes me how a child loves unconditionally. She doesn't need to know if her mama is tall or short, fat or thin, beautiful or ugly, blind or not, ebola infected or not..She just loves you. I still look at my baby sometimes and marvel at how he came out of my body. And … Continue reading Momlife #2
When I started this blog, it was for the sole purpose of documenting my pregnancy, motherhood in general and musings. I hoped to post something every week. But I haven't been doing this. I was so eager to have a space to share my thoughts. I'd been talking about it for months. I even considered … Continue reading Blogging: just do it. Don’t overanalyze.
Before our baby came I freaked out about being a mom. I just couldn't imagine me, little me being a mom. It was one of those things that I felt other people could do but I couldn't. But here I am doing it. I've been a mom for the last four months and it's had … Continue reading Mom Life
Long time no post! LOL. My intention was and is to post weekly but a lot has been going on and I haven't kept to my promise for two weeks now. Feeding a baby and cleaning up after him not to talk about my own wellbeing is sapping my energy. But without the plenty talk … Continue reading My Caesarian Section Experience